By NickHeidfeld.com
November 10 2009
After the disappointment of the opening race in Australia, the Malaysian GP represented the first highlight of the year for me. It was an exciting race, and if I'd changed my wet-weather tyres for intermediates at the right moment, it would have turned out even better for me. It was a race that I could have won. Having said that though, it's always difficult to know when 'the right moment' is.
Unfortunately, there weren't any more highlights for rather a long
sequence of races and we fell right back behind the other teams. Then,
during the summer break, we were hit by the bombshell of BMW's
withdrawal from Formula One. After Honda pulled out of F1 and the
global downturn dragged on, there were more and more rumours about
other constructors, so I was always trying to find out what the
situation was with my own team. But whenever I enquired, I was assured
that we would be carrying on racing. When the phone call came, I could
scarcely believe it. It took a while for the reality to sink in. My
reaction will have been fairly typical, especially because all the
members of the team were on holiday and the factory was closed.
Everyone had to wait a couple of weeks without knowing or being able to
ask what the future held. That was a bad time.
Obviously, I
couldn't agree with the reasoning behind the decision. I'm a
professional racing driver and therefore see everything in term of
motorsport. As an automotive manufacturer, however, it probabsly makes
sense to focus more on sustainability and eco-friendliness. In times of
economic crisis, a large company has to respond accordingly. So clearly
there were many factors to take into account. But all the same, it's
such a tremendous pity. BMW set out to win the Formula One title and I
think we could have achieved that goal. Now I'm keeping my fingers
crossed that Sauber get a place on the grid in 2010.
In sporting
terms, we started to catch up the rest of the pack after the summer
break. The Belgian GP was good for us as regards race pace, but not
when I look at my own result. It was a mistake to start on the harder
compound tyres; otherwise, I could have been up on the podium. In
retrospect, Monza was a disappointment. I was fast all weekend but had
engine damage in Q2. Although I finished seventh and scored a couple of
points, it could and should have been a lot better.
In
Singapore, we had a major update with quite a few new parts. I had to
start from the pit lane and then Sutil drove into me. That was my first
retirement in ages. Before that, I had seen the chequered flag in 33
successive races and qualified as a finisher in 41. In Japan, we had a
problem with one of our pit stops: a wheel nut jammed, which cost me
two places. Then, in Brazil, everything went wrong. All the same,
though, we were clearly on an upwards trend which culminated in my P5
finish in Abu Dhabi.
Looking back on my whole career, 2008 was
the worst year, which is really annoying because we clearly had the
best car. I'm not dissatisfied with my performance in 2009, as I feel
that I generally got the maximum out of the car I was given. But when
you're battling for victories and podiums, people look only at the
statistics – in the media at least. Fortunately, the people who run the
teams can see beyond that. So all in all, I'm quite optimistic about
the future.
Yours,
Nick
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Quote:people look only at the statistics – in the media at least. Fortunately, the people who run the teams can see beyond that.

